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[Nov. 7th, 2003|11:37 pm]
my broken wings ::health journal::
[mood |like a semi normal person]

i worked a 3 hour shift and make it through ok...that is huge for me right now...i only sat down once.

and i'm not even crying in pain right now either. Insted i feel good right now...big change from how i have been feeling. I slept 13 hours last night too, i'm sure that helped and i asked for prayer last night and spilled my guts cos i have been having panic attacks on a very very regular basis i almost took myself to the hospital twice this week...it takes A LOT for me to get to that point. I have been stressing like crazy though too much going on...to much family stuff...not good news either.

on a good note some of you already know but for those of you who don't i did get approved for medicaid and food benefits or did i mention that in here already i forget...meaning i can actually go see a regular dr but it is kinda screwy cos in order to keep em i have to fill out more forms and "prove" i am disabled.

anyways i really really wish i could just say that i am better and don't need their help. It is such a pain already to deal with them that i would soooooo much rather be heathy and working again
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[User Picture]From: cherryxdoom
2004-01-18 04:36 pm (UTC)
""prove" i am disabled"- mentally disabled? if so how do you go about getting on disability? It was recommended that i apply but im not sure how to.

And its great that you got :)
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[User Picture]From: laststorytold
2004-02-04 09:21 am (UTC)
im so sorry for you
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[User Picture]From: soft_screams
2004-05-02 07:36 pm (UTC)
*hugs you tightly* we sound a lot alike...with the panic attacks and such. they really suck, don't they? *sighs* i know how that is...bleh.

alex
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[User Picture]From: glosscake
2004-05-05 01:24 pm (UTC)
http://www.iwr.com/candida/

please check this out..
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[User Picture]From: acertaintragedy
2004-07-05 06:41 pm (UTC)
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[User Picture]From: nefri
2004-08-29 02:57 pm (UTC)
jsut started a community : candida_club

By they way, I have celiac disease, it causes candida. Do you have it?
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