||[Nov. 7th, 2003|11:37 pm]
my broken wings ::health journal::
|||||like a semi normal person||]|
i worked a 3 hour shift and make it through ok...that is huge for me right now...i only sat down once.
and i'm not even crying in pain right now either. Insted i feel good right now...big change from how i have been feeling. I slept 13 hours last night too, i'm sure that helped and i asked for prayer last night and spilled my guts cos i have been having panic attacks on a very very regular basis i almost took myself to the hospital twice this week...it takes A LOT for me to get to that point. I have been stressing like crazy though too much going on...to much family stuff...not good news either.
on a good note some of you already know but for those of you who don't i did get approved for medicaid and food benefits or did i mention that in here already i forget...meaning i can actually go see a regular dr but it is kinda screwy cos in order to keep em i have to fill out more forms and "prove" i am disabled.
anyways i really really wish i could just say that i am better and don't need their help. It is such a pain already to deal with them that i would soooooo much rather be heathy and working again